The coronavirus has exposed one of my big insecurities, and I'm left to deal with it
It's a beautiful Saturday morning. I'm inside, and most likely will stay inside for the rest of this day because of coronavirus. I've felt a little sick since I think like 2 days ago. I'm not sure it's coronavirus, but I'm also not not sure it is. Symptoms actually seem to match, I've just been feeling woozy, maybe a little fever but nothing major, and I've coughed like 10 times over the course of 3 days. So maybe it matches a little bit. Either way, I had to miss a lot of gym time because of it. I was supposed to go do leg day yesterday, and cardio today. Yesterday I really didn't feel like I could do a workout, especially something as taxing as my Friday deadlift/ beltless squat day. So I didn't go and I slept all day, hoping I would feel better by today so that I could just do deadlifts today. But I woke up, and I felt better, but something was off. I decided to stay home and just do home leg exercises instead, whi...